Can I be vague for a second?

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Because today is the day people.  I can’t believe this is happening to me.  I’m so nervous.  Or am I excited?  This could be really good or really bad.  I didn’t sleep a wink last night.  I was pacing back and forth, biting my nails more than usual. Yikes!!

What to do.. what to do??

If you guys could take the time to say a prayer for me, I would really appreciate it. You have no idea what I’m going through and I’m not just going to come out and say it.  But if you could think about me all day today and keep me in your thoughts, it would mean the world to me.

Can you believe this is happening to me??  I never thought in a million years this would happen.

I don’t feel comfortable calling a dear friend and discussing this with them.  It’s a bit of a private matter.  Plus, every time I call my best friend Brandi and ask for a prayer she gets all questiony and wants to know why.  I guess her parents didn’t teach her any manners and to mind her own business.  I think it’s best if I put this here for everyone else to see.

Man, I don’t even know what to think anymore?  I’m so lost and alone.

Any second now my phone is going to ring and my life is going to be changed forever.  Live for the moment people.  Let what’s happening to me be a lesson to you.

Anyone with some advice on how to calm my nerves would also be greatly appreciated.

Do you have any idea the pain and anxiety something like this causes?  I hope you never do.  Life is cruel.  People are cruel.  Thank God for you though, with your prayers and help.  With what, I’m not going to tell you but it really does help and I can’t thank you enough.

Oh God, the phones ringing!!  This is it!!  Gotta go…..

Talk about your blessings more than you talk about your problems


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